I'm listening to songs that remind me of you. Every thing I've put on for the last 4 hours. It's not quite bittersweet, and even though it leaves me feeling odd, I continue doing it.
The bottoms of my feet are blue from walking in and on paint. Such a lovely blue though.
Why am I awake this early anyway? Oh. Yeah. I remember now...
Why am I awake this late? Play. Yes. Woo!!!
Not a real artist, look at the real stuff. Can't be that cool. Wish I could apprentice though. But not really possible now. Ah well.
I'm happy.
This is my life, and it's okay. My choices haven't all been wise, but I'm okay with it for now. But what I don't choose still is important too. Sorry. Love you.
The bottoms of my feet are blue from walking in and on paint. Such a lovely blue though.
Why am I awake this early anyway? Oh. Yeah. I remember now...
Why am I awake this late? Play. Yes. Woo!!!
Not a real artist, look at the real stuff. Can't be that cool. Wish I could apprentice though. But not really possible now. Ah well.
I'm happy.
This is my life, and it's okay. My choices haven't all been wise, but I'm okay with it for now. But what I don't choose still is important too. Sorry. Love you.
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