Contemplations on Bad Days... thoughts, a whiny rant, etc

[podling]

Sometimes, it's hard to figure out where things started to go wrong. Or indeed, if they did go wrong or you yourself are viewing them wrong. And mostly everything that does go wrong is minor, so it seems that there is a bit of the blowing it all out of proportion mindset as well. But they all combine to piss me off, really. And really, there are so many things that aren't bad, and yet... And yet I find myself focusing on the things I'm annoyed about. Instead of letting them go, into the ether, I'm thinking about how exactly each one will affect me later. Later today, later tomorrow, later into the indefinite future, just later. And it really is a self-pity parade for one.

Got to work late, didn't get much really done, am behind anyway, can't stay late because I have to take my car to be fixed yet AGAIN since it wasn't done correctly the 3 previous times, didn't really eat lunch because I couldn't find anything appetizing, won't really be eating dinner because I don't have time to go home for food, forgot to grab my atm card so no money to stop somewhere, forgot to pick up my transit checks at work so I'll need to charge my commuting again, fought with my coworker over something, couldn't seem to remember how to use percentages, was rude to both of my bosses (though neither of them cared really), etc etc.

Now. I will go and attempt not to miss my bus. It's unlikely the universe will cooperate, but anything is possible.

Comments

[astrophysicat.livejournal.com]

but the distressed hamster is so cute! I like the blurry part especially.

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[podling]

Yeah, I know. I've been trying to post more often when I'm distressed, just for that reason. He's soooooo cute!